Small Happy Things~*

Being a mother is a blessing, Although I'm having few hours to sleep, then I go to work and then back home so tired and then I have few hours to sleep again at night, but to see your baby face waking up beside you is a blessing, to see your baby trying to crawl or eat alone or trying to stand up will just make your heart skip a beat! I really wish that everyone can feel this feeling.

If you are just married and thinking about having kids, I'm telling you, enjoy every single moment when you are alone with your husband, because later on those moments will be shared with the little one *Giggles*
 

Fat Mother!

I walked into a colleague office yesterday, and I saw one lady who work at the same office who lost a lot of weight, I thought why not to cheer her up? so I did the mistake and said: Wow girl! you lost a lot of weight!

 

Then she smiled at me and shocked me with her answer: Aw yeah, I did lose a lot of weight, what about you? don't you want to lose weight? this is only your first baby! what will happen to you after the second and the third one? don't you have a plan to lose weight?

 

But I decide to be mean, or actually I decided to be cool with small lie and I said: Well I like myself the way I'm and I have no plan to lose weight, Thank you.

 

The truth is, that I gained around 20 kg from the day I'm pregnant until the day my baby is 8 months old! ... I wasn't thin though! but I looked better than the way I am right now, she hurt me! she stabbed me in the heart!

 

And so, I went today to register in the gym, I have a goal to lose 5 kg during a month and a half! so a minimum of 1kg per week!

 

My strategy is to keep my baby with her grandmother and the babysitter, I will workout around 45 minutes, then I will change my cloths and drive back home in 15 minutes, then I will have shower and spend some time with my baby.

 

The first day went well, and I hope the rest will be better! ... being a mother isn't an easy thing! ....